Ever Feel Like God Is Frowning?

As way of introduction, I’d like to share a little background on the man we call “the father of modern missions”, William Carey. He was a significant influence to the Protestant missionary movement of the 19th century. By the time Carey died, he had spent 41 years in India without a furlough. His mission could count only some 700 converts in a nation of millions, but he had laid an impressive foundation of Bible translations, education, and social reform. He was married 3 times, 2 of his wives preceded him in death, he had 4 boys. He died in India on June 9th, 1834 at the age of 72. I came across a quote recently from William Carey, taken from his journal, April 1794, during his first year in India.

“This day was tumultuous in its beginning, but was afterwards more calm. Yet a burden of guilt is not easily removed: nothing short of infinite power, and infinite goodness, can remove such a load as mine. O that I had but a smiling God, or an earthly friend to whom I could unbosom my soul! But my friend is at a great distance, and God frowns upon my soul. O may his countenance be lifted upon me again.”

Carey was expressing his feelings here, not writing good theology. His words reflect a servant’s struggle with sin and the struggle with loneliness. It’s a struggle everyone in the ministry knows. And you don’t have to travel to another continent to meet these enemies face-to-face. They’ll come to you, where you are.

Carey won the battle eventually. He stayed in India, translated the New Testament into several languages, planted churches and missionary training centers, and became known as the Father of Modern Missions. It’s a battle you can win, too.

The Apostle Paul wrote in his letter to the church of Corinth:

“But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumph in Christ, and manifests through us the sweet aroma of the knowledge of Him in every place.” 1 Corinthians 15:57

“but thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.”
2 Corinthians 2:14

 Whenever your burdens seem too great to bear, when friends are nowhere to be found, when it feels like God is frowning, remember William Carey — not only what he accomplished, but what he overcame in April 1794.

“And the redeemed of the LORD will return and come to Zion with singing,
crowned with unending joy.
Joy and gladness will overtake them,
and sorrow and sighing will flee.”
(Isaiah 51:11)

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Pastor/Teacher at Grace Bible Church in Redwood City, CA since 1998.
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